Emotional pageantry
Editor’s Note: This is the last in a first-person series chronicling the preparation, experiences and observations of one Miss OSU/Stillwater pageant contestant.
“There she is, Miss America” — the words almost every female, at one point in her life, wishes to be sung about her.
As a little girl, I practiced the “pageant wave” and my reaction to hearing my named called to receive a crown.
I imagined it just like I imagined my wedding day.
It is like the female Heisman trophy.
However, I never knew how much it would take to be a pageant winner.
In junior high, I forgot about the world of pageants, but when I came to college, I saw an ad for the Miss Oklahoma State University/Stillwater pageant in the newspaper.
To compete in Miss America, I would first have to win a local title.
By researching the Miss America organization on the Internet, I started to realize the Miss America pageant focuses more on community contributions and intellect and less on beauty.
I found myself pursuing the pageant world, but I had no idea what I was doing.
I entered my first pageant my sophomore year. I watched other girls as they walked and performed.
I had fun with it, knowing I would not win.
I found the secret to bigger breasts and confidence — duct tape and attitude.
By the time the Miss OSU/Stillwater pageant came Friday night, I thought I had a chance to make the top five.
The only thing I was concerned about was the talent competition.
I had struggled to find the perfect song and a voice teacher to work with in Stillwater.
At the technical and dress rehearsals, I learned right off I was up against some amazing talent.
I sat in nervous fear that the other contestants would see I was not competition for them.
Some of the contestants knew each other from sororities, but I was more shy and quiet.
I think I was the only one who was nervous — or the others knew how to hide it.
In the dress rehearsal, everything was going great until talent.
I started out OK, and then all of sudden, I was in a different key and realized I could not hear myself well.
I got that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I thought, “Why am I doing this?” and reminded myself I was doing it for the promotion of my platform — heart disease prevention — and scholarship money.
Later that night, I watched the MTV show “Real Life of Beauty Pageants,” which showed behind the scenes at Miss America.
I kept thinking I wanted to be a part of that.
I have the 2001 Miss America pageant recorded on tape, and I watched it again and again.
I figured I could not learn from a lady at a pageant store, but from the people who have made it.
One thing I wanted to gain from the pageant experience was self-confidence, and I was not the only one.
“I entered the pageant to practice on performing and self-confidence,” said Michelle Ramming, Miss OSU/Stillwater contestant.
The night of the pageant came quickly.
I was a little nervous; however, my interview went great. The most exciting part was when the judges asked me about my platform on heart disease prevention.
Heart problems run in my family, and heart disease is common in the United States. So many people can die from it.
Later that night after the interview, the show started. It was very cold backstage, especially when wearing a swimsuit.
We all made sure we had our butt glue so our swimsuits would not give us wedgies.
Everything went smoothly until talent. I made a mistake the same way I had in the dress rehearsal.
Other girls who messed up just kept going, but when I changed key during my solo, I could imagine them thinking, “Oh, we don’t need to worry about her (as competition).”
The girls did not have such competitive attitudes, but the quality of talent made the competition fierce. As soon as I finished singing, I walked off the stag, knowing I did not place in the top five. It made me a little sad because I had friends and family in the audience.
No matter how bad my song may have sounded, it was nice to hear my friends and family cheering for me. The moment came to crown Miss OSU/Stillwater. I just stood there, smiled and imagined who I thought would win.
Fourth runner-up was Rachael Hogan, third runner-up was Kristin Owens, second runner-up was Haley Burdette and first runner-up was Brooke Tebow.
The new Miss OSU/Stillwater was Holly Bacon. She covered her face with her hands.
“I was surprised, shocked and honored,” Bacon said. “I am really excited to represent OSU and the Stillwater community.”
Bacon will go on to participate in the Miss Oklahoma pageant.
As for me, I am still going to compete in pageants until I graduate because I need the scholarship money.
Besides, it helps me with interviews, self-confidence and public relations skills. My next pageant is Feb. 16 for Miss Wheatheart in Enid. I am changing my song.
After that, I will probably start learning a dance routine because I can cover my mistakes more easily than in a vocal performance — unless I get past my nerves and can learn to sing in front of a big audience.





